
Friday, August 21, 2009
Studying is becoming a major part of my life.
I spend around 8 hours in school and about 4 hours at drive thru.
I spend 3 hours of my day traveling.
I spend 2 hours of my day using the laptop.
I spend 6 hours sleeping.
I spend 1 hour .... getting ready haha :)
Basically I find 8 hours in school most wasteful. Out of 8 probably I only spend 2 hours productively ( considering today) which is a huge waste of my life.
I am so happy with myself recently I really feel so contented!
Takes my mind off all the other rubbish : D
Only 6 weeks more, I really need to prove my worth.
I am most worried about math now how! I don't have enough practice and I don't know where to get practice.
And I don't feel comfortable with FSB luckily I have my tutor WG hahaha :)
I know econs will eventually fall into place I just require the skills now and really learn the concepts for Demand supply, elasticity, government intervention, market failure. The graphs are damn important.
I really feel like I have the directions for my life now.
And I feel so motivated.
It is the first time in my life that I am so motivated; and the first time I am motivated by MYSELF.
I am a proud girl ( not arrogant I mean satisfied with myself )
I try to involve my friends in mugging with me because I feel even more motivated to work with friends plus I want them to do well (I like my close friends doing better than me) that's why I am going to drag Yuerong into this everyday I am not allowing him to retain (much as he want to, yeahyeahyeah) :D I really feel happier when I am studying with my friends and I secretly like it when my close friends do better than me :)
I really want to do well!!!!!
Tomorrow is dedicated to mugging again.
I will be in school by 10.30 and got tuition by WG till 4.30.
Tuition to 7.30,
Drive thru till 12.
I really want to achieve!
Aim and Achieve.
I can do it ;)
(Don't call me a no life mugger please, I really need this now.)
(Call me your positive peer influence!!)
I can't wait to do well, although it is uncertain, I have faith.
I eat faith 3 times daily : )
I love myself, go go, focus and achieve. :)
shannn <3{10:26 PM]